So, it's been over two weeks since my last post, and I apologize for that! The past four weeks have been the toughest weeks of my entire life, as the radiation flare up pain has been intense, strong and relentless on me. There have been days where the pain has been so intense that I would just curl up in the fetal position and ask God, "Why me.? Why is he presenting this challenge to me? I am faithful and fearful of God in every way, thus why does this continue to happen to me.
You see, my PSA scores continue to tell me I am Cancer Free, but the side effects want to attempt to hold me and keep me down. Elisa and Blake even allowed me to have a couple of Root Beer Floats as they felt sorry for me.....Root Beer Floats are the best things ever! As the pain increased, so did my faith. I only missed one day of work and would not allow this health disruption to keep me on my back. I know I have someone rooting for me....my family, friends and GOD!
I grew up playing sports, and I’ve experienced the difference it makes to have somebody in the stands cheering for you. When you know they’re watching you, you hear them calling your name, you see their hands up in the air, it does something on the inside. It causes you to jump a little higher and run a little faster.
You’ve got a greater determination because you know somebody is rooting for you. I know GOD is rooting for me.....he wants me to succeed and crush these radiation flare ups...and I will!
Today, I have a great multitude in heaven cheering me on! They’re saying, “You got this Kim", You’re a winner and will always be a winner! You are well strong and faithful. No enemy formed against you will prosper!”
I say this to you, as my friends, No matter what difficulty you may be facing, you always have the home-court advantage. You are always surrounded by the voice of victory. Let that sink down deep into your heart today. Let it build confidence in you and give you the strength you need to keep moving forward into the abundant life He has prepared for you!
In all your ways, acknowledge him, and He shall direct thy paths.
146) Only honk at someone in your vehicle if they are about to hit you
147) Never honk at someone in anger
148) Never discuss politics at a family dinner
149) Always show love to your children, even when they have done something wrong
150) Greet people with a loving smile and warm eyes
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Was diagnosed with Prostate Cancer on July 18, 2018 which may have crushed someone's soul and spirit. However, it did the opposite, as I already knew GOD had claimed my victory over this disease and was using me as an instrument to others who suffer from this deadly disease.